I have been blogging about family and life in general now is a time to talk about something serious. With 28 Million people world wide with aids and increasing in much of Asia when are people going to start realising that this is not going away.. With 2/3 of parts of Africa infected we need awareness we need funding and we need training we need volunteers. But who is going to do it I would personally love to help but I need training myself this is a very frustrating personally. I do not want more people to suffere but what can be done?
Memorial Day is here and it is a good time to reflect on everything that the men and women in uniform have sacrificed to help keep america free. Being a soldier myself I look back and see how hard it is but how much it is worth doing the job. I feel pride at what I d and I feel like everyone in uniform feels the same pride.
Yesterday we had a scare they said there was to much fluid in my wifes uterus. So that was pretty scary but with all the tests they did it seems that everything is fine and it is a good day but for awhile I thought that things were not going so great. Thanks for all the prayers that went out that always helps.
She is 7 months pregenant and we are looking forward to the day our son is born I pray for her all the time and if you read this pray for my wife Amber also
Today I failed the pft a standard in the military for running and what not and noww I am going to be on mandotory pt for a year and there goes my officer package that I was applying to become an officer in the military. Also failed an easy test related to my job and it makes me feel really stupid. I also have people here who bring others down so every time I mess something up they throw it in my face and it frustrates me well I am rambling and hope the week gets better.
Lataly going to work I feel like why am I here. I like my job and I like what I do I feel pride in it but the people I work for on the other hand I do not like. It feels like I am on the outside looking in and it does not feel good to look in. But hey thats how life goes sometimes. I think that is the main reason I wanted to go somewhere else I know I have a child on the way and a wife that I love but being at work depresses me because I guess I just don't like working with them. well I will cope but I have to deal with these people another couple years and then hopefully head somewhere where there is nice people who care about others besides themselves. If you are reading this and have experienced what I am how did you cope?
My wife is 7 months pregenant on the 15th of may I do not know how to tell her though that I am planning on voluntering to go places that we are losing people like me about 1 a day can someone help me to explain to this to her because I do not have the guts to...
For those who do not know what IA stands for it means indivdual Agmentation. I have been thinking of volunteering to do IA which means they would send me some place in the world that is in need. I have always wanted to go on the ground in Iraq or Afganistan and help the people there I think this will be one way to do that so maybe in a year I might be heading over there...
